Math Therapy
Math Therapy explores the root causes of math trauma, and the empowering ways we can heal from it. Each week host Vanessa Vakharia, aka The Math Guru, dives into what we get right and wrong about math education, and chats with some of today’s most inspiring and visionary minds working to make math more accessible, diverse, and fun for students of all ages. Whether you think you’re a "math person" or not, you’re about to find out that math people don’t actually exist – but the scars that math class left on many of us, definitely do. And don’t worry, no calculators or actual math were involved in the making of this podcast ;)
Math Therapy
Math is a spiritual practice & here's the proof w/ Edward Doolittle
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500 BC: Pythagoras may not have even existed, but a number-worshipping / bean-hating (yet vegetarian?!) cult definitely did ...
1600 AD: Johannes Kepler lays the mathematical foundation for Newton's theory of gravity while innovating in both astronomy and astrology (and also inventing the genre of sci-fi in his spare time) ...
April 2026: Vanessa sees Dr Edward Doolittle deliver a fascinating keynote in Saskatoon and impulsively convinces him to be on Math Therapy! So they sat down the next day to discuss topics like:
- how spirituality (in any form) can help us bring our whole selves to math
- what the whole world can learn from Indigenous understandings of math
- the power of storytelling in learning
About Edward:
Dr. Edward Doolittle, (Kanyenkehake [Flint Nation = Mohawk] from Six Nations in southern Ontario) is Associate Professor of Mathematics at First Nations University of Canada, a federated college of the University of Regina. His interests range from probability (particularly in relation to partial differential operators) to Indigenous mathematics and the educational possibilities afforded by those different views of mathematics.
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Edward DoolittleI want myself and all students in mathematics to approach mathematics as whole people, the mental but also the physical, the emotional, and the spiritual. We often have this deficit thinking around indigenous culture. How do we help those indigenous people get better at math or do better at standardized tests. But we ought to look at also what indigenous people can offer the world. And we have a different point of view that can actually help the whole world and help us all learn mathematics better.
Pythagoras started a cult?!
Vanessa VakhariaHello. Hi, it's me, Vanessa, and welcome to your weekly hit of Math Therapy. Okay. To kick things off today, I have a fun little multiple choice question for you. What is my favorite topic to rant about here on Math Therapy? Is it A cults, B astrology, C spirituality in math, or D, all of the above. If you answer D, then you are going to love this episode because it truly was a conversation written in the stars. So last month I was keynoting a conference in Saskatoon, and so was today's guest, Dr. Edward Doolittle, who I happen to have wanted to interview forever. During his keynote, he casually drops this absolute bomb that Pythagoras, like the Pythagoras, may never have even existed by that in entire cult of Pythagoreans did. So I literally went back to my hotel room and emailed him and was like, can I please interview you tomorrow, I need to talk about this immediately, and thank God he said yes, because it was one of the most fun and heartfelt convos I've had this year. Also, because this was a totally impulsive decision, I didn't have a mic with me, so I recorded the entire thing with my phone. Why am I telling you this? Because David forced me to tell you this because he was like, the audio quality is not exactly a hundred percent up to snuff. Please let them know. Okay. Anyways, Edward Doolittle is a Mohawk mathematician and scholar, and he shared a perspective that genuinely stopped me in my tracks, which is this: math is not something we discover or create. It's something we come to know. Seriously, wait till you hear'em explain, it's gonna blow your mind. We talk about indigenous mathematical thinking, how math shows up in ceremony and games in the body, in the breath, and what it might look like to actually bring our whole selves for real into learning math. We also talk about historical figures like Kepler, who was both an astrologer and a mathematician, and suddenly, aren't you like wait, when did math get separated from all of that? So if you've ever felt like math was cold or rigid or just not for you, this episode might actually change your mind. And before we get into it, I want you to think of that one person who would never expect math to be talked about this way, or even better, that one person who's always hated math because it's so like, meh. I want you to send them this episode. And don't forget to text the podcast using the link in your app and tell me what you think, because I just know you're gonna have big feelings about this one. All right, let's get into it. Edward, welcome to the podcast.
Edward DoolittleAlright. Thank you. Glad to be here.
Vanessa VakhariaI don't even know how to start really. We met, less than 24 hours ago. I saw you do a riveting talk at this conference, and I'm gonna be honest, I have a bunch of questions for you, but the first one I do want to just come in with is one that I've been thinking about ever since I saw you speak, because in your talk you told us that Pythagoras does not exist.
Edward DoolittleWell, it's unknown whether he exists or not. I, I, this is certainly a mythology constructed around Pythagoras and I tend to believe that constructed mythology is generally maybe rooted in truth, but not true. And so, the Pythagorean cult certainly existed, whether Pythagoras was their master or not, oh, whether there's a person named Pythagoras, I think no one is really sure.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. But let's back up'cause you just so casually said, Pythagorean cult.
Edward DoolittleYeah.
Vanessa VakhariaCan you
Edward DoolittleWell, they,
Vanessa VakhariaI mean,
Edward Doolittlethey were,
Vanessa Vakhariajust so you know, you don't know this about me, but I'm obsessed with cults.
Edward DoolittleOkay. Well then you're talk, you're talking about the right thing here. This was a cult. That worshiped number, and worship is not really the right word, but they, uh, a group of people who believed that, the universe was constructed out of number. And so everything was built from number and that you could influence the properties of something by making say a house out of, uh, 284 bricks would have have certain properties, My car has a license plate that has number 496 on it, and so that's a perfect number. The Pythagoreans would've recognized that as a perfect number,
Vanessa VakhariaBut hold on a second. Hold on a second. You're saying it's a group of people who believe the world revolved around numbers? Yeah. Isn't that just a mathematician or someone who believes that math is real?
Edward DoolittleSo I think, I think what we understand the difference between mathematics and a mathematical cult is that the cults can't, can't prove what they, they, they don't prove to be true what they believe. And so a lot of it was pronouncements of their leadership would say, this is the way we are going to be. So they had a number of obsessions. One was number, another was cleanliness, and their motto was Hygieia, clean.
Vanessa VakhariaI'm sorry, what? Okay. So a cult that is obsessed with numbers and cleanliness.
Edward DoolittleYes.
Vanessa VakhariaThis honestly doesn't sound like a bad idea.
Edward DoolittleYeah. No, I, I might have joined if I were back in the day.
Vanessa VakhariaWould you have?
Edward DoolittleI might have I, we'll see what the membership fees are and so on,
Vanessa VakhariaBecause cults, I mean, they start off as a well-meaning thing, but they usually go awry.
Edward DoolittleYeah. And, and in this case, uh, they made a number of, of very interesting discoveries. And so our musical system, we were just talking about music. Our musical system is based on their discoveries.
Vanessa VakhariaLike what?
Edward DoolittleUh, so they apparently, the, the myth is that one of their members was walking past a blacksmith who was hammering, and the hammering was making harmonious musical sounds. And so he investigated. Why, why? What are you doing? Well, here's, here's what I'm hammering is what blacksmith said. And the pythagoria noted that, well, these are two rods that are of, uh, rational ratio that they, that they have two to three or or four to five or some, you know ratio like that. And so they, they come, came to understand that, these ratios, certain ratios, certain rational numbers as we say now are associated with harmony and music and it's true. And so we built the entire musical system, 12 foot scale out of that.
Vanessa VakhariaI am sorry. This cult sounds like it's actually been very productive and helpful.
Edward DoolittleThey were, yeah.. And so, um, they discovered, well, they didn't discover, but they may have proved, it's not really clear. Uh, the Pythagorean Theorem. Pythagorean Theorem was known for millennia, probably before that. Right. But, uh, they certainly gave a proof of it. Probably their best mathematician was a person named Hippasus, and Hippasus probably proved the Pythagorean theorem. A myth is that they sacrificed 160 oxen. When they discovered the Pythagorean theorem,
Vanessa VakhariaWhy? Just to celebrate?
Edward DoolittleUh, yeah.
Vanessa VakhariaWhat about like a confetti cannon? Why did they do that?
Edward DoolittleWell, what would please the gods? It's not a question of what would please you. You, confetti cannon. 160 oxen, gods.
Vanessa VakhariaGot it.
Edward DoolittleOkay. So, uh, yeah. And, and, but, but on the other hand, they're also known to have been vegetarians and so it doesn't make sense that they would sacrifice animals. To please the gods.
Vanessa VakhariaThat's actually, sorry, this has nothing to do with math now, but now I'm actually wondering if the two are similar. Like I guess if you're a vegetarian, maybe you care somewhat about animals. You're not gonna just sacrifice them.
Edward DoolittleYeah, I guess, I mean, it kind of makes sense so it raises questions anyway.
Vanessa VakhariaIt raises a lot of questions.
Edward DoolittleThe mythology is not, you know, self-consistent for one thing. they're also known, uh, to have hated beans, so they, they wouldn't eat beans.
Vanessa VakhariaHow can a vegetarian subsist without beans, what's their protein source,
Edward DoolittleI don't know. So, again, doesn't make sense. so they had the thing against beans. Um, they,
Teaching through storytelling
Vanessa Vakhariaokay. This sounds like a really weird, kind of like picky, a bit of a diva of a cult. So here's the thing though, right? Is like you telling us this, I don't know if you noticed this, but when you started talking about this yesterday, people's eyes lit up, right? Everyone was like, what? Tell me more. And I've actually always thought, you know, we talk so much about like making math engaging and relevant, and we're trying to compare it to things in kids' lives. But this stuff, it's fascinating. Like if we, if we told more of. The history and the lore of the mathematicians that created the math we use, like, don't you think people would be like more into it?
Edward DoolittleYeah. I think it's, I think it's really interesting and it's part of what interested me in mathematics as a young person. Uh, I think we ought to integrate this into, into our education system. I don't know why it's not done that.
Vanessa VakhariaWell this kind of leads to what you're all about, right? I mean, I actually heard most, the thing I heard most about you and saw that really intrigued me was that you tied, um, for lack of a better term, just using kind of the title of your talk yesterday, you tie spirituality and math together in a way, right? Like you're, talk you in a, in a sense, appreciate the spiritual nature of mathematics, would you say?
Edward DoolittleI, uh, I'm, I guess I do, I'm very interested in it. Yeah. I mean, that's the idea of, of basic research, just curious about it and trying to learn about it. I believe it plays a prominent role, but, I don't think we understand that. We tend to shy away from that as a culture. I believe. You know, kind of western or, you know, non-indigenous culture shies away from spirituality. I believe that's probably due to a history of, of, uh, religious fanaticism and warfare in European history.
Vanessa VakhariaWait, tell me more about that. So you're, you, tell me more about how you feel that has caused us to sort of, shy away from anything mystical or spiritual when it comes to math.
Edward DoolittleUh, let me give you an example. I told you yesterday, one of my, my mathematical ancestors is Johannes Kepler. So he supervised someone who supervised someone and so on and so on. Who supervised my supervisor, who supervised me. So,
Vanessa Vakhariaso guys, this is like Six Degrees of Separation with Kevin Bacon, but for math, right? Right.
Edward DoolittleYeah, right.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay.
Edward Doolittleand people even more famous than Kevin Bacon. So, uh, Johannes Kepler,
Vanessa Vakhariacome on.
Edward DoolittleBut, Kepler, um, so he made his living doing astrology.
Vanessa VakhariaI'm sorry, what?
Edward DoolittleYes. Yeah, Kepler was. Oh, kind of.
Vanessa VakhariaI'm freaking out
Edward Doolittleas foundation an astrologer.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay.
Edward DoolittleAnd so that's why he became interested in astronomy is to draw more accurate astrological charts.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. When, when was this? Like, what year are we talking?
Edward DoolittleUh, 1530, I think. Okay.
Vanessa VakhariaCan I just say why this is. So crazy. Okay. Because I'm not into Duns and Dragons. Yeah. But I'm so into astrology.
Edward DoolittleRight.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. Like I'm obsessed. I still dunno your sign, I will guess by the end of the interview. Okay. But what's so crazy is I always talk about how Astra like,'cause people are always like, people will say to me, how can you be into astrology and all this woowoo stuff and also be into math. Yeah. And I'm always like, you know, back in the day, astrologers were mathematicians. You actually needed to be a mathematician to cast a birth chart. Right. And as a result, by the way, all of the astrologers were men. Right, because women were too fragile or whatever to do math and they weren't allowed to. So we took astrology very seriously, right. Now, things have shifted. There's an app you can use. You don't need to like, actually do any math to cast the birth chart. So it's not taken seriously. It's been divided, but, but astrology was considered one of the math. So I, and I didn't even know about Kepler, so this is actually very cool that you're bringing this up.
Edward Doolittleyeah.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. Go ahead.
Edward DoolittleWell, Kepler is, is kind of one of my heroes too. I'm, I'm, I was very, uh, gratified to, to learn that Kepler was one of my ancestors, just because he kind of crosses two worlds. That mystical world on the one side and, and the very rational. Uh, mathematical world that, that, and he, you know, found, he was at one of the giants, Isaac Newton said, I, you know, I've seen this further than others because I was stood on the shoulders of giants, he meant Kepler.
Vanessa VakhariaWhat did he do that was like, so cool mathematically?
Edward DoolittleWell, he, he took all these astronomical observations and then synthesized them into Kepler's laws that these are the laws of the motion in the solar system. and, uh, he actually made four Kepler's laws, I think. but we only, we only have three because his fourth law was not correct. So he was wrong. But that, that's part of being a scientist or being a mathematician. You're wrong a lot of the time too. And eventually you have to be able to double check everything that you say. And so that's an important part of mathematics and science. Kepler's a very interesting person. Kepler wrote, science fiction. He's credited with writing the first science fiction novel. Yeah.
Vanessa VakhariaWhat this guy is really on it.
Edward DoolittleYeah. Yeah. Okay. Insomnia it was called. In Insomnia, uh, a demon communicates with the protagonist's mother and gives information.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay.
Edward DoolittleAnd so, uh, church, uh, Lutheran church found this and, actually seized Kepler's mother and threatened her, threatened to torture her. Oh, yeah. And so they didn't actually torture
Vanessa VakhariaWell, because they thought that he was writing it about his own mother
Edward DoolittleYes.
Vanessa VakhariaAnd that she was like demonized.
Edward DoolittleYeah. Yeah. Oh, wow. That he, that he and his mother had had, communicated with demons. And so they brought her in because they really wanted Kepler, but he was traveling. He was away. So they, they, uh, brought in his mother and then laid out the instruments of torture to show her these are the instruments of torture. This is what is going to happen unless your son comes back. So Kepler immediately returned to, uh, his hometown and, and, um. Face charges for, for, you know, this.
Vanessa VakhariaFor what?
Edward DoolittleFor, uh, for writing about demons. And, you know, I mean, he had to, he had to show that he wasn't under actual demonic influence, I suppose. I don't know. I don't know the details
Vanessa Vakhariaof you weren't like alive at the time.
Edward DoolittleUh, well,
Vanessa Vakhariait feels like there was a time when mathematics and spirituality were not divorced from one another. when you read about like these ancient mathematicians and their discoveries and their lives and like all the stuff you're talking about, all the Lord, it feels like there was a point where mathematics was more mystical.
Edward DoolittleYeah.
Vanessa VakhariaAm I right?
Edward DoolittleWell, I, I, I believe so. And, and one way I think about this is to run it backwards in time. Mathematics was essentially astronomy if you go back years. Yeah. So they weren't called mathematicians. we were called astronomers. Yeah. And so
Vanessa Vakhariathis is blowing my mind.
Edward DoolittleSo, yeah. And so as time has passed. These disciplines have kind of, become their own thing. They're separated. So mathematics is separate from astronomy now, and separate from physics is separate from chemistry and so on. But you start to run it backwards in time and these things become integrated. And so, you know, it kind of makes sense and, and the philosophers and historians of, science and so on would known better than me. But my belief is that knowledge was much more integrated in the past. and possibly there are a time and time in the past where you just didn't have someone who was a mathematician, a medical doctor, whatever. You just had a sage. Knowledgeable person. And so, uh, I believe that indigenous cultures are still in that state. Where we don't have that division of knowledge.
Vanessa VakhariaI would love to even just pick up on what you just said. That is such a beautiful thought that there's this idea of a wise one.
Edward DoolittleMm-hmm.
Vanessa VakhariaRight. And mathematical knowledge is just integrated as part of their knowing.
Edward DoolittleYeah.
Vanessa VakhariaCan you tell me a bit more about how it works and how indigenous mathematics is different in that way?
Edward DoolittleYeah, so I think, I think we need possibly to think about mathematical thinking as opposed to mathematics.
Vanessa VakhariaLove
Edward Doolittleit. We talk about mathematics. We we're creating that, that crystallizing that as a subject in itself. But when we talk about mathematical thinking, we can think, think about it in relation to all kinds of other thinking and, and it's really something all people can do. It's something that's universally open to us as human beings, mathematical thinking. It's just like, if I do this, what's the consequence? Or if I want this to be the consequence, I'll run that backwards. What I have to do,
Vanessa VakhariaI need to stop actually hitting the table. Take the microphone. David will actually kill me. It was not me for once in my life. Oh my God. The bracelets. Oh, he's gonna kill me. Oh no, they're probably jingling. Oh my God. Fuck. Okay. Don't worry. It's all good.
Edward DoolittleOkay.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay, keep going.
Edward DoolittleWe're gonna need AI to process this thing. It's like, please take out the bracelet jingling.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay, there we go.
Edward DoolittleAnyway, uh, yeah, so,
Vanessa Vakhariaso mathematical thinking versus mathematics.
Edward DoolittleYeah. Mathematical thinking. And so I, I, you know, it's open to all people and we see it in children, we see it. It's part of being human, is being, is having mathematical thinking. and so, uh, we, I am interested in searching for mathematical thinking in my culture and other cultures, indigenous cultures. I'm currently working on a paper on this with my, uh, grad student, and he's done a lot of the work, we just have to kind of form it into a paper and submit it now. So the idea is that there's a ceremony we have and it's a game. So our mid-winter ceremony, my culture is, uh, Rotinonhsyonni, or, uh, Mohawk culture. Iroquois cultures, how it's often said in English. Uh, Rotinonhsyonni, we have made the longhouse. We have midwinter ceremony. It's our, probably our oldest ceremony. And so I participated in midwinter ceremony. And at the end of midwinter ceremony there's a game, Peach Stone Bowl game. And we, um, usually we put up stakes and it's, uh, usually something handmade, something very valuable in the sense that it's taken somebody a long time to make. A, a year of, of, you know, sometimes beautiful jackets that are beading on, put up on stakes. And, at the end of the game, there's a winner and, and the winning side will take all the stakes and the losing side gets nothing. The real interesting question, uh, which is raised to me by people playing the game, is how long is it gonna take to finish the game. Because it's part of ceremony, once you start, you have to keep playing it. And you know, you, you may have other things to do, a job to attend or whatever, but
Vanessa Vakhariahow long does this go? Like
Edward DoolittleIt could take about a week.
Vanessa VakhariaWell, I Under a week.
Edward DoolittleYeah. So it kind of goes back and forth. You, you know, you, you get a winning outcome. You get some beans from the other side counters.
Vanessa VakhariaOh my god and Pythagoreans would have hated those beans. Am I right?
Edward DoolittleThat's right. yeah. and then so we use these counters and the game can go back and forth. Okay. And it can go on for days. And, and so the real interesting question is how long it does it go on for? It was designed to go on a certain amount of time, I believe. Consciously designed. It's not just random, but it's designed to take between three to six days or so.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay.
Edward DoolittleHow do people arrive at that?
Vanessa VakhariaAt that, yeah.
Edward DoolittleAnd
Vanessa Vakhariayou'd have to, like,
Edward Doolittlewe used markup theory and we used computer simulation. Those were not accessible to my ancestors.
Vanessa VakhariaHmm.
Edward DoolittleHow did they answer the question?
Vanessa VakhariaHmm.
Edward DoolittleIt was trial and error. I'm sure. I mean, I, I, I'm, I'm not absolutely sure, but it seems to be the, the, the obvious answer. That trial and error, was used to develop how many, how many counters to, to use to, to make the game last a certain amount of time. But there has to be some kind of mathematical thinking there.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. I am totally with you here. This idea of mathematical thinking. Let me, tell me, I'm gonna reflect back and tell me if I've like understood this. Yeah. First of all, I love the idea that mathematics as a field is different than mathematical thinking. And tell me if you agree. I feel like mathematics as a field is very constrained. Like we're kind of like, it's this, that, the other thing, it's these things. Whereas mathematical thinking feels so much more open. Yeah. And broad and infinite. Right. There are so many ways to think mathematically about everything. You don't need to be thinking about something in the category of mathematical field.
Edward DoolittleWell, yeah. I, I think that that is exactly one reason why we use mathematical thinking is to broaden our, our area
Vanessa Vakhariaand to show that it can be applied to anything, like, which is the next piece where you're like, mathematical thinking in Indigenous math is integrated into everything, including this game.
Edward DoolittleRight. and so then the question becomes, what do we really mean by mathematics? I think mathematical thinking is also a little more well defined perhaps than mathematics. Some people say, well, mathematics is proof. and that's, it is kind of a go-to many my colleagues mathematicians will say that mathematics is, all about proof. And if you're not proving something, it's not mathematics.
Vanessa VakhariaBut if you're adding two plus two.
Edward Doolittleuh, you can prove that two plus two is equal to four. But, uh, but, but
Vanessa Vakhariago on. We have to think about this.
Edward DoolittleThere are, there no, there are lots of problems with that there, there's a conjecture as part of mathematics. Well, there's no proof there. It's just like a kind of an, uh,
Vanessa Vakhariaa hypothesis.
Edward DoolittleA, you know, it could be intuition, it could be experiment that gives you inspiration. It could be just a lucky guess or whatever. These are, these are where conjectures come from. So these are not proof. So there's a whole bunch of stuff. But I think one of the best arguments is that we go back to a time, the first mathematician in the sense of proving things was Thales of Miletus, greek. And, uh, what about before him? Was there any mathematics before him? Well, yes there was. Of course, of course there was. There was. There's a whole, whatever human race, uh, we've had mathematics, we've had counting, we've had, um, you know, ideas of, of consequence. Uh, this happens then that happens in order. Uh, so ideas of ordering. All these things go back well before the existence of proof. So proof is not the fundamental part of mathematics. It becomes then more difficult to define what mathematics is. That's really the problem. And I ask people, and I get different definitions from everyone I talk to.
Vanessa VakhariaWhat's your definition?
Edward DoolittleMy mine is going to be very strange. My definition
Vanessa VakhariaShocking.
Edward DoolittleMy definition is that mathematics is a spiritual being is like a being. Yeah.
Vanessa VakhariaSay more.
Edward DoolittleYeah. Well, one thing we want to know is, is where did mathematics originate? And as I mentioned, it originated at the time of creation. The world was created, the universe was created.
Vanessa Vakhariadoes it mean something to you that I have Euler's Theorem tattooed to my finger.
Edward DoolittleUh,
Vanessa Vakhariain terms of what you're saying,
Edward DoolittleI strongly approve. Uh,
Vanessa Vakhariabut don't you think it proves what you're saying?
Edward DoolittleThat, I dunno,
Vanessa Vakhariabecause the reason I have it
Edward DoolittleOkay, yes.
Vanessa VakhariaIs because Euler's theorem, part of the idea of this proof is that it is so perfect and it's complexity that there's no way that humans could have created it. It must have been something that was more akin to what you're saying. It's something we discovered when we came here because it already existed.
Edward DoolittleRight. So, so part part of my point of view on this is that we don't discover and we don't, we don't create.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay.
Edward DoolittleOkay. So you're a human being. You're a being.
Vanessa VakhariaYeah.
Edward DoolittleI didn't discover you today. I mean, that's just wholly inappropriate to say, oh yes, I discovered you.
Vanessa VakhariaRight,
Edward Doolittleright. maybe your producer discovered you, but I didn't discover
Vanessa VakhariaNo, but that's like an ego-based way of thinking,
Edward DoolittleRight, it's ego-based.
Vanessa VakhariaYeah. I see what that
Edward DoolittleExactly, it centers us. As human beings. The same with creation. It's centers us as human beings. But that's not, you know, mathematics exists independently of us and is something much larger than us. And so we come to know, we don't,
Vanessa Vakhariawe come to know,
Edward Doolittleyes, we come to know mathematics. We don't discover it. We don't create it. So the debate in mathematics is, is discovery versus creation. And that's all ego driven. And we take the ego out of it. We humble ourselves, which is the indigenous way, and we now come to know mathematics as a being. And some of us come to know this being better than others. We, we, you know, I, I, I feel I'm on a first name basis with mathematics, but many people are not.
Vanessa VakhariaI am getting emotional over this. That was really, really beautiful. And I think I, that I feel like that I just checked myself there to be like, oh wow. Like we are so egocentric in the way that we talk about math. I also think it's so beautiful, this idea of some come to know mathematics more than others. And I think this is beautiful because, you know, at its core my work is about math, trauma, and, and our relationship with math. And we come to know mathematics, at different levels, at different stages of our lives. And just because we, some of us are not on a first name with math, you know, a first name basis with mathematics now doesn't mean that we can't be. And I really wonder if, like, if we looked at math as more inter integrated in this way, you know, the way that we're like, you know, there are, we know things, we are engaged in mathematical thinking in all that we do. If that would change the way so many of our students feel about math.'cause right now it feels like we are looking at math in the in, in isolation. Like it's this like bucket, like this, this what you were talking about. Like, oh, math is proof, or math is this thing. And if you're not in that bucket, then you are not engaged in mathematical thinking and you can't access it. But the way you're talking about it as, hey, math is here. We come to know it at different stages in our lives, in different ways. It is, it is there, you know, ready to greet us when we're willing and able, if that would change the icky, horrible way that most people feel about math.
Edward DoolittleYeah. I, I, I agree. I think, uh, this is an example of how indigenous culture can teach the whole world something. So we often have this deficit thinking around indigenous culture. How do we help those indigenous people get better at math or do better at standardized tests? But we ought to look at also what indigenous people can offer the world. And we have a different point of view. We have a point of view that can actually help the whole world and, and help us all learn mathematics better.
Vanessa VakhariaHow can we, if someone's listening to this right now, which I know they are being like, I love that. I love this. I teach math. How do I, what's something I can do right now in my classroom to bring this way of knowing into my room? What can they do?
Edward DoolittleYeah. that's a, that's a harder question. My, my area, of research is, is I guess you might call'em basic research. I'm interested in ideas and, I'm not good at the implementation. I don't have a degree in education, for example. So I, I try to partner with other people to bring this into the classroom, and it's a slow process because there's so many factors. You know, I think there's this, also this religious. we were, we were talking about Kepler and, and the point of Kepler is that there are a lot of religiou violence, socio religious fanaticism in European history. The Lutherans versus the Catholics and on and on and on and wars fought and so on. And so I think that's why people shy away from that. And, they mistake spirituality for religion. And that's something our elders tell us is very different that we can, we can introduce spirituality into the classroom without interfering with people's religious beliefs. I believe that's true, but it takes agreement and it takes, you know, understanding. So it's gonna take time to build that. But I, I aim for that to integrate, I want myself and all students in mathematics to approach mathematics as whole people, which is the mental,, but also the physical, the emotional, and the spiritual. So we as if we, in that integrated way, address everything that we learn, including mathematics, I think it leads to much healthier outcomes.
Vanessa VakhariaCan I ask to you what the difference is between spirituality and religion?
Edward DoolittleYeah, it's one of those things that, uh, I, I know it when I see it.
Vanessa VakhariaSame like, like, so I'm only asked because I am the exacts. Like, we're so similar in this one. We're so dissimilar in many ways, but we,
Edward DoolittleI don't know,
Vanessa Vakhariabut we are so similar in this, and I've always felt the exact same way. You know, to me, math has always had a spiritual, uh, role it's played in my life. Like the meditative nature of working through a, a beautiful problem. And, what that does for your mind, the curiosity and wonder and those aha moments, the questions, the curiosity, the, the intuition you get when you feel like you're on the right track with something, when you don't even know what a formula is that you might need. Right. Yeah. There's a lot in there. But you're right. As soon as you start talking about spirituality, a lot of people get their backs up, and I think you're totally right. It's because from spirituality, we get to religion. From religion, we get to divisiveness because that's how it's been used so often and there's kind of this shutdown. But if I never say the word. Right. And you probably, maybe, maybe experience this sometimes if I never use the words like spirituality or, you know, magic or whatever. And I, I, um, engage someone in an experience where they themselves feel it. There's something that happens, right there is this spark, there is something that happens there. So I wonder how like we as educators can create those moments for our students, without wading into the hot button of having to label the moment as spiritual.
Edward DoolittleYeah, I think possibly, yes. one of my models for this is not just indigenous culture, which is my main interest in being an indigenous person, but
Vanessa Vakhariado people associate, when, when you're talking about indigenous culture, do you think people automatically start thinking religion?
Edward Doolittlewhen we talk about things like creation story
Vanessa VakhariaYeah, I got
Edward Doolittlepeople, people talking. You know, there's a famous example in, uh, the writing of Vine Deloria Jr. God is Red. Excellent book, I highly recommend. but he writes a story about, a, Christian religious figure, I believe a Catholic priest, I'm not sure though, in conversations with some indigenous people. And, and, they tell him their creation story and then he's listens patiently and then he replies with his creation story. And he said, they asked him, do you believe it? And they say Yes. Do you believe ours? And he says, well, no, we can't believe the two things. And he said, no. We said, we believed your story. Why won't you say you believe ours? That was kind of unresolved. So we have a history in North America, at least as indigenous people, of religious tolerance or spiritual tolerance that goes back to time immemorial that we, uh, respect the spirituality of religion of other people. And that was one of the most kind of confusing and astonishing things about the settlers is their lack of tolerance. So I don't think we've ever really come to, come to grips with that. But, we,
Vanessa Vakhariaso I guess we're like, we have to, in a way to make math like palatable to everyone, you have to take any sort of spirituality, like I'm using air quotes out of it.
Edward DoolittleWell, it's, I don't know. I mean, not not just math, but all of education.
Vanessa VakhariaSure.
Bringing your whole self to math class
Edward DoolittleRight. And people recognize that teachers are in a powerful position and can manipulate young minds. And so they want to be careful that the teachers don't contradict their religious beliefs and you know, I, I guess it's a, it's a complicated thing. So, yes, I think it's possible to maybe stealth introduce spirituality, but that again runs counter to some basic principles of informed consent. You want people to, give consent and give informed consent when we engage in any kind of relationship. And so education is exactly one of those things. And I think that's a problem with our education system, it doesn't have conform consent. It's a government saying, this is the curriculum, this is what happens in the classroom. It's not a matter of negotiation, which is really what it should. And so I think, I think that, that there's probably a better way to build a classroom, uh, experience is to gather everyone involved, uh, together and just say, here's what we hope to do, or here's what we hope to accomplish, let's all agree on some basic principles. Let's agree on the curriculum, let's agree on so on. And I think it's possible. Uh, I think this happens all the time. Uh, and for example, diplomatic protocol. You bring people from different countries together and, uh, they have to come to an agreement about how they're going to behave. You know, how hierarchical relationships are represented. Who goes first? Who goes second? Are you gonna shake hands? Are you going to bow? Are you going, whatever. So these things are, it's understood. Human cultures are different, but when we come together, we have to come to an agreement about how we're gonna proceed. And this is not done in education now, and I think it needs to be done. So I think that we need to, not try to sneak this in, is we have to be very clear and open about it and everyone should agree on it. But on the other hand, I think we can introduce spiritual experiences that are maybe universal. One of them is giving thanks. We all give thanks, all cultures give thanks and, you know, we do it maybe in different ways, but we can find a way to give thanks together.
Vanessa VakhariaTell us how to give thanks in the math classroom.
Edward DoolittleUh,
Vanessa Vakhariayou've got this.
Edward DoolittleYeah. I don't know. I'm sorry. I don't got this. Uh, I,
Vanessa Vakhariano, let's, let's talk it through though, because, because let me tell, tell me if I think I'm on the right track. Something that actually a lot of research is now showing can be really useful is a gratitude practice. Yeah. And I actually think this is, well that's similar, right? Exactly. Yeah. And so a lot of our tutors before a student's math session will say, before we start our session, let's give gratitude to three things. Okay. Like, just three things you're feeling really thankful about. Doesn't actually even have to be about math. Anything. I'm thankful that I woke up this morning and it was sunny. I'm thankful for the, you know, my, the amazing breakfast my parents made me. I'm thankful that I, I walked here'cause I live so close. It actually puts your body, mind, soul in a, just a better mind frame with which to tackle the challenge that lies ahead, which might be mathematics. So what about that?
Edward DoolittleYeah. Yeah.
Vanessa VakhariaThere we go. We just did it together.
Edward DoolittleWe did it. Alright.
Vanessa VakhariaWe did it. Yeah.
Edward DoolittleHigh
Vanessa Vakhariafive. High five. Okay. But that's, I think that is, and I think, you know what, I do wanna pause and be like, look, we're using the word spirituality, we're talking about religion. It can seem like we're going really deep, but at when we strip it away to its core principles, I really like what you said. You are calling it a spiritual experience that is almost cross-cultural that, you know, giving thanks. A lot of people would be like, what the fuck are you talking about? That's not a spiritual experience. And that's why it's like, forget the word. It's like I say, we don't need to use the word math trauma, okay. We're just talking about did you have an icky root experience with math? Don't bring up a heavily loaded word if you think it's gonna throw people off. But, when we're talking about universal experiences, I think you and I would probably be like, a lot of those are spiritual experiences. Giving gratitude to me is a spiritual experience. But if that word is throwing you off, you don't have to use it. But I think those little moments, and I'm saying they're not little, but I'm saying something that takes five minutes, can actually put somebody into the mind frame of getting to know mathematics, right?
Edward DoolittleYeah. And so another example in indigenous culture that we use very often is kind of a cleansing ritual. Say for a pipe ceremony, we'll gather together, but we begin with smudging. So we'll smudge and it, it is symbolic cleansing. It's like washing, you know, I'm, I'm cleansing. Uh, and, and now I know to be clean. I, I'm going to treat others with respect in this space and so on. So that's another thing that can be done.
Vanessa VakhariaI love this. Sorry,
Edward Doolittlewe're going back to the Pythagoreans.
Vanessa VakhariaI was just about to say the obsession with cleanliness. Yeah. Um, but the idea of cleansing is to, tell me the purpose of it, because I, I also like cleanse my space. I do it. I did it before my talk yesterday. Like, I always like to, I kind of feel like I'm resetting myself and the energy.
Edward DoolittleUh, I am no expert. I'm no ceremonialist and so on. I participate in ceremony and I think that's an important part of, of becoming a complete human being. So, I long ago left a Christian Church. But I
Vanessa VakhariaYou were in the Christian Church,
Edward Doolittleuh, was raised as a Christian.
Vanessa VakhariaInteresting. Okay.
Edward DoolittleYeah, till 14, I, and it's kind of a long story, but I disavowed that.
Vanessa VakhariaGot it.
Edward DoolittleAt that point. But I still feel the need for spirituality in my life. And so, uh, I have found an indigenous spirituality that, fulfilled that need. But, I've had to learn all of that because I wasn't raised that way. And so I, I attended many sessions all over the place. But when I was a student at the University of Toronto, they brought in ceremonials and spirituals and so on. Joe Couture was the name of one man, and he I think had a degree in spirituality and religion. So he talked about it in a rational way as well as just doing it or experiencing it. He said, this is kind of a reset. I, I'm not sure what the exact words he used. It's like a reset or a centering thing that you do is this cleansing ritual. So it prepares us for, to open ourselves up to the next experience that comes.
Vanessa VakhariaWell, and I would say to that there is so much work around, um, the nervous system and polyvagal theory. So like, let's put spirituality aside for a second and talk about like cold hard science the idea of, we are evolved to co-regulate, right? So we walk into a room and everyone's energy around us, we absorb that energy. We want to kind of match people's energy. So the idea of a reset is very in, and the idea of grounding and centering, how much work have we done lately on the idea of putting our feet on the floor, you know, all of the breathing exercises, taking a walk around the room, use of fidget tools for kids who just need to center. So I would say that those two are basically the same thing. Again, we're using lang, different language. We're using the term cleansing and reset, or we're using the term centering, grounding, regulating, right? So I would say these things happen in math classrooms and can happen on a greater level. And I love the idea of really making it a part of, and again, I'm gonna use the word ritual, which you might be like, oh my God. But it's like, what is ritual? It's the same thing as a routine. That's all it is. Right? A routine that gets kids coming in. A nice cleansing might be something like, let's all take three cleansing breaths together, center ourselves, those breaths. Yes, they emotionally regulate us, but they actually put us into parasympathetic. They actually regulate our nervous systems. So we're now relaxed and ready to absorb the material. So I think in these ways, like these things you're talking about can really be brought into education. And you're kind of saying like you've seen through your research that indigenous mathematics creates this more whole picture of a person who's able to bring their whole self to mathematics because mathematical thinking is not separate from who they are as a person.
Edward DoolittleMm. That's the one of the major messages of indigenous education in general. So we we have to address the whole person. The whole person includes these spiritual things. And, and it's not like they're just made up. They're actually connected with the human, the human nature that these, I prefer the term ceremony to ritual. I don't know why. Okay. But that's been my education in this, is that we, we tend not to talk about rituals and why in, uh, in, I don't know, uh, in, in indigenous culture, we just don't use the word ritual.
Vanessa VakhariaInteresting. And some people may hate both of these words.
Edward DoolittleWell, too bad for them. I'm gonna say ceremony.
Vanessa VakhariaYeah. It's your interview. Say whatever you want.
Edward DoolittleOkay. So, yeah, so, so. We, uh, we talk about ceremony all the time, and, and it's, I mean, there, it's so complicated and it's something that people study, you know, spend their lifetime studying. So I can't, I can't contribute very much to that. It's not my field. I can just say, people have thought hard about it that, that there's part of a universal human experience and that we all, you know, we have needs that need to be addressed, and ceremony helps with that. and, and, you know, anyone I think can benefit from engaging in ceremony.
Vanessa VakhariaUgh.
Edward DoolittleAnd they find the ceremony that suits them. Yeah. It's, you know, I,
Vanessa VakhariaI feel like going to the gym is ceremony for some people, like going to a spin class.
Edward DoolittleSure. I, I would not say no. I mean, people will find that they will find their own level, they will find their own way. But
Vanessa VakhariaDid I misuse that term? I'm sorry. I don't wanna like
Edward DoolittleNo, no, no, no. It's not, uh, it's not a misuse, but it's just, what's may be lacking and, you know, may or may not be lacking in that context is guidance. And I think that's one thing that we need is guidance from, uh, more knowledgeable, more sage, more, uh, wise people in spirituality.
Vanessa VakhariaYeah. What an amazing talk. We have to wrap up.
Edward DoolittleOkay.
Vanessa VakhariaI mean, I can't believe it.
Edward DoolittleYeah.
Vanessa VakhariaIt's been so fun. Did you have a good time?
Edward DoolittleI did. I did. I,
Vanessa VakhariaI feel
Edward Doolittlelike I'm just getting started here.
Q1
Vanessa VakhariaI know, right? We could talk forever. Yeah. This has been so amazing. There's, I mean, you're such a wealth of knowledge. We are just getting started. There's so much more I wanna ask and I just, I think it's really cool because I think sometimes we neglect like, like you in a way, like are, you have all of this wisdom, you don't have an ED degree, so it's not in the classroom, but it is wisdom that would be so useful in the classroom. So I really hope this bridged a bit of the gap and I'm really excited for teachers to hear this. If you're listening to this right now, I'm sure you have a million questions. Not only about like the Pythagorean cult, but about a lot of what, Edward has said here about how we can create a more holistic picture of mathematics. So text the podcast. You can hit the link in your show notes and text us. And I have to ask you the two questions I always ask everyone. Okay. Okay. You have 30 seconds to answer each one. Okay. Ready? The first one is, what is one thing, if you could pick one thing to change about the way math is taught in schools, what would it be?
Edward DoolittleI think we should use manipulatives at all levels.
Vanessa VakhariaOh, whoa. Throwing in manipulatives out of nowhere.
Edward DoolittleWell, it's, it's part of the whole person. Mental, physical, social, spiritual, or, sorry, emotional and then spiritual, uh, manipulatives are like the easiest way for people to get started in that journey around that circle. We're all mental now, and we need to break that and introduce more of the physical. So,
Q2
Vanessa Vakhariaoh my God. We could do a whole interview just on that. Okay. And now imagine someone's listening to this and they're like, oh, I love what you said about getting to know math and you know, all of this, but honestly Edward, I'm just, it's never gonna happen for me'cause I'm not a math person. What would you say?
Edward DoolittleWell, it's, it's part of the universe around us as part of ourselves. We're all math people. I'm sorry to say.
Can Vanessa guess Edward's star sign?
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. And finally. I need to guess your sign, and I'm honestly, this is a tough one for me.
Edward DoolittleReally.
Vanessa VakhariaIt, I,
Edward DoolittleI think it's obvious, but
Vanessa Vakhariado you I do. Okay. That
Edward DoolittleI, I, on the other hand, I don't know as much about astrology as I should. I do draw charts for friends and family.
Vanessa VakhariaYou do,
Edward DoolittleI Do
Vanessa VakhariaYou draw birth charts?
Edward DoolittleUh, yeah. I can draw various charts. just using, existing software and so on.
Vanessa VakhariaOh my God.
Edward DoolittleOkay, so give me your date of birth. Your time of birth, and your location.
Vanessa VakhariaYou sound like me. This is what, this is now what I'm supposed to say now. Okay, so let me just do a mental, I'm trying to see if I'm getting an intuition. For some reason, I'm getting an intuition that I really don't think there's something about it that is not tracking for me, but I'm going to put that in the pocket of one thing and then I'm gonna go with my rational mind and think. I just, it, it's, honestly, this is a really tough one for me. Really?
Edward DoolittleOkay.
Vanessa VakhariaAre you an earth sign? Okay, so my first guess is actually gonna be Aries.
Edward DoolittleNo.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. And I didn't think that was right. Okay, so fine. My next guess is going to be,
Edward Doolittlethere's only 12 guesses.
Vanessa VakhariaI know there's only 12 guesses. I know there's only 12 guesses. I get that
Edward DoolittleRight.
Vanessa VakhariaLike are you,
Edward DoolittleWhich, which again is. Uh, in my culture there's 13. What? There's 13. We divide the year into 13 phases now. 12. So, so, uh, you know, this is, uh
Vanessa Vakhariaoh. Okay. Wow. This just rocked my world,
Edward Doolittleright?
Vanessa VakhariaAre you a Taurus?
Edward DoolittleNo, my sister is.
Vanessa VakhariaAre you a cancer?
Edward DoolittleNo.
Vanessa VakhariaOh my God, guys, I just, I can't after three.
Edward DoolittleI'll give, I'll give after three. That's it.
Vanessa VakhariaIt's over. Fuck.
Edward DoolittleIsn't it obvious?
Vanessa VakhariaI was, I'll tell you what honestly happened. Okay. I was between Taurus and Virgo. Okay. I was like, okay, it's gonna be one of the earth signs. But you don't actually seem particular enough to be a Virgo.
Edward DoolittleOh, you don't know me either.
Vanessa VakhariaIt's true and I don't. Right. That's the thing. That's his.
Edward DoolittleI'm so particular
Vanessa VakhariaYou are. You seem so chill.
Edward DoolittleI try very hard to be chill. Oh, internally. It stresses me all the time, and I'm not particular.
Vanessa VakhariaOkay. And so, so
Edward DoolittleI'm very, very, I'm, you know, it's, it's something I'm trying to overcome.
Vanessa VakhariaYou're working on it. Do you know what your rising sign is?
Edward Doolittleno.
Vanessa VakhariaDo you know when, oh, you do know when is your birthday?
Edward DoolittleMy birthday?
Vanessa VakhariaYeah.
Edward DoolittleUh, September 6th.
Vanessa VakhariaKeanu Reeves is September 2nd.
Edward DoolittleReally?
Vanessa VakhariaYeah.
Edward DoolittleOkay.
Vanessa VakhariaI know, right. And he seems really chill. Maybe he's really particular.
Edward DoolittleOkay.
Vanessa VakhariaThank you so much.
Edward DoolittleI think that's how we can meet Keanu Reeves is to say, I know someone who has, um, born just a few days apart from you.
Outro
Outtake - Dungeon Master?!
Vanessa VakhariaI really appreciate you trying to help me out here. Okay. We're ending this, the end. Oh, I have to say bye. But it's weird to see by your next. Okay. Bye. Okay, well that was easy. Tell us what a dodecahedron is. Is that 10?
Edward DoolittleIt's 12. Dodeca is 12 in Greek. Yeah.
Vanessa VakhariaSo 12 sides. 12 angles.
Edward Doolittle12. 12 sides you've probably never played Dungeons and Dragons, but if you do, how
Vanessa Vakhariado you know that? Why did you make that assumption?
Edward DoolittleI just, I don't know.
Vanessa VakhariaI have not.
Edward DoolittleOkay.
Vanessa VakhariaI mean, I am interested in Dungeons and Dragons, like I would like to play a game, actually, to be honest. I don't understand how it works, but yes, you're right. The so back,
Edward Doolittleit's still great fun. Yeah. I'll hook you up with a dungeon master. You can, anyway.
Vanessa VakhariaTold you this is gonna be salacious interview.
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